His Name Is William M. Farrell. And He Is Amazing

I thought things were goign to get better... but they just didnt...

I came home and tried to make myself pretty.

Just to be let down again.

.. I really didnt want it to happen, And I hope I can be with him again someday.

I Think I am going to Puke.

I love you more than anything.

Okay, Well, I have this boy in my Life. And His Name Is William.

And Sometimes I take him for granted. So, I would like to take a minute and tell you all, and him how special he is to me.

When I am not feeling good, or tired out form work, he will stop his day and lay down with me. The Tells Me I am Beautiful, when ever he can. He makes me feel really special, and tries to make me feel better when I cry. He rubs my back for me when He doesn't want to, and lights candles when we have dinner. ( Even though his mom cooks it ) He always talks about our future, and makes me have hope. He makes me walks on the inside, while he walks on the out side, so that I wont get hurt. When he sees a curb he will hold my hand so I can walk on it.  He doesn't always kiss my lips. He is sweet and kisses me on the forehead or hand. He likes to hang out with my friends too.

Someday, I want to marry this Boy. Have a place and our very own kids.

... I Love you.